c0mments! Feeling never ends huh....
until i decide what is the best for me to choose...
but i just dont have the guts...
If the most horrible decision is not maked..
what will happen~~
and i wont be needing my parent's help~~
guys next time please dont talk about my parents helping me~~
i wont be needing them,after i go to overseas~~
all of them are just giving me pressure,sad,or even verge of death
i cant scold them,they are still my parents after all or NOT~~
basketball is always a sport to make friends
basketball is teacher who teach us how to teamwork
Basketball is always connection to help us be kind and aring to each other
but it is not for showing who is better or stronger
it is also not consider as match that can be gamble
most of all ,it is not for making the teamates become enemy~~
last sunday~~as again~~
scold by my captain~~
i am trying to do my best~~
trying dude,TRYING
but what did i do wrong~~
ask them what i wrong...they didnt even say a thing
what's the problem...
sooner or later...
my whole team will come and squash me already...
cuz all of them are my captain's dog
except me~~^^
i wont be stupid enough to be peoples dog...
i wont talk ,u scold me...
i am co-operating,u scold me
i am running,u scold me
i am solo+ing,u scold me~~
i lay-up,u scold me
i am passing ,u scold me!!
what do you want me to then~~
siting on the court...
watching u guys become 4
well..i think this my solution~~
i think teacher is right...
you cannot help your friend toooooo much
or they will betray you~~
i use my one hundred ringgit(money to buy my favourite books) to buy a basketball
but u just go and throw it away...and now it is gone
but its ok,u get nothing ,i get scolding...right?
second time...company you guys at night for your training....
what did you guys said: eh junwei, help me buy water,eh junwei go to my house to take my ball...
i did for them@.@
thank you is not required
third time helping them to take an excuse to their mum~~
they went cyber cafe,and i am at house~~
suddenly they calll me said,junwei help me tell my mum,i am going out with friends...
zzz
called his mother~~chat chat chat
fourth pull me into cyber cafe...
and play...
and wad did it happen~~
my beat me and say me broke my promise~~
walau i was just going to tell her the truth...
she just come using the wodden stick..
i just run out from the house...
and go to the park..
sitting on the swings..
then.saw them came...saying lets go agn...
i ignore them...
then they just using some unexpected feeling on me~~and gone away...
many things happen...this is the problem....and there is no ways to cure it
must accept this path~~
maybe one day ,they will get the revenge from me~~
maybe ,just MAYBE